It’s rare for me to feel a pit in my stomach, well at least the kind you feel when you actually have feelings for someone. I mean, sure I get that feeling when I make awkward eye contact with a really attractive guy, or when I’m running at Gellert and I think every old person that walks past me is plotting to kidnap me, but usually not because of this. Right now I feel empty. It’s not like I’m lonely or anything, and not like I’m longing for something. It’s more along the lines of knowing I’d be in better shape if you held my hand. It’s like having a choice between pizza and an apple. You’re not craving either choice, and you’re also not starving, but you know you have to eat. You’re the apple, I guess. Well…yeah, you’re the apple haha